Saturday, March 17, 2007

binasa ko na. na-gets ko na.

my bestfriend used to tell me this:

you have a right to be angry but you have no right to be cruel.

this blog has a lot of baggage. some posts were driven by hate, anger, wrath..

whatever strong words i can think of to describe the emotion that filled me then, one thing i know, as i read them again, the posts are cruel and for that i feel sorry. while it is true that that's how i truly felt during those times, saying things against you and publishing it is still one thing. an act of cowardice. damaging. if i wanted a resolution then i should've gone to you straight. confronted you. but no, posting it here was way too easy. but it never felt right because the burden just grew heavier. you probably won't ever get to read this but still i want to say i'm sorry.

sorry that i had to use those terrible words against you
sorry that the posts might have affected how my friends see you without even really knowing you
sorry for the disrespect

no use in regretting it now.
i've learned from it and that is what matters.

all of us have flaws. but do remember that we are blessed with chances to learn and to make amends.

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